Yaya had a very bad mood last nite and everything seems to be not OK with her. I went to the kitchen nak buat susu utk dia – leave her alone at the hall for a while. Her dad went to the mosque utk sembahyang Terawikh.
Bila I pergi dpn, tgk2 dia dh cabut astro card from the decoder. I marah la dia sket. But I’m not yelling at her la. Then, I pulled her off from the decoder. Bila I nk masukkan blk Astro card tu kt decoder, I x perasan dia dh start nangis in a silent mode! Dia tgh tundukkan muka dia mse tu. Bila I tgk betul2 baru I perasan.
I pn cpt2 grabbed dia and tepuk belakang dia supaya dia start amik nafas semula utk nangis. Tp dia maintain mcm tu jer. Smpai la muka bertukar jd biru. Then, pengsan!! Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku!! Perasaan I mse tu hanya Allah je x tahu! Mcm2 I fikir mse tu. Jantung dia dah terhenti ke ape ni?
I trskan tepuk blkg dia kali ni kuat sket. Terpaksa gerak2 kan badan dia sket but not too much la. Akhirnya after about 5 seconds gitu, Yaya start terbatuk2 and sedar blk. Phew!! Trs basuh muka dia kt sink..then pg bukak fridge (sbb die suke main kt situ). Sje nk tgk reaction dia. She seems so blur like pening2 lalat gitu. After about 1-2 minutes, dia mula bercakap mcm biasa…Alhamdulillah! Lega! But my heart still non-stop beating like hell! Sgt2 cuak hoccay!! Never happens before! Hubby blk jer trs bgtau case td. He shocked and trs stay kt rmh jer. He supposed to meet his friends that night. But canceled!
Oh Yaya! Mama sgt risau bila jadi mcm tu…nk gugur jantung ni…haduhh..! ape2 pn I mmg sgt sgt2 bersyukur kpd Allah that giving my daughter a 2nd chance to live. Alhamdulillah! Alhamdulillah! Alhamdulillah!
1 comment:
huh.biar betol kak. nape yaya tu..
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